i don't like people touching my head.
because i am afraid i will get addicted to that touch.

i don't like people helping me.
because i am afraid i will rely too much on that help.

i don't like people knowing my secret.
because i am afraid i will lose trust in that person.

i don't like people treating me good.

because i am afraid i will miss it when they don't treat me the same way.

i don't like people touching my back gently.

because i know i will fall for that touch.

i don't like people liking me too much.

because i know i will disappoint them back too much.

Signing off,

i don't like signing off.

because i don't want to go to bed alone